What benefit does it help you or anyone else to focus on what you can't do. It doesn't serve anything. Train your mind to find more and more ways to get to what you desire. What is the point of measuring everyone else when they aren't paying your bills. Measure your own self, look in the mirror. This is the one who is in charge of your own life not anyone else. Get up and do what you need to in order to have the life you have earned over the decades of work. No one owes you anything since you have so much more to do. Serving more people is where your quality of life will come.