Are The people around you always shooting you down? Do they ask how you are doing in a honest intent when you look at their actions over time? Are they telling you how it wont work or are they showing you how it will work? If the circle you are around is always devaluing you then it is time to look for a better influence. You need to find a people who are happy for you in your success and understanding in the temporary failures. You are far more powerful then think. You have so much potential you don't realize. It is time recreate the image you hold in your mind known as what you see as your self reflection.