Often times, we have many micro-traumas being unrealized even from decades ago. As we bury it deep with in, it burrows in our subconscious. Discovering what is holding you back is so critical to your success. If you have a mental wound and don't know it, the time is now to dig deep and start reading Code To Joy By George Pratt and Peter Lambrou. To be a high performer, letting go and working through the process is a have to in order to succeed as much as you are dreaming of.
There are many memories I had forgotten after so many year until I unconvered it. Equipping your mind with what you need now, is a process through life to have a better life. Commit to working through your issues and overcoming them so you can live life now instead of wishing you had decades ago. Which one is your choice today?