I was talking to my father today and he wasn’t supportive of my creative business in being an artist. What matters is helping people in the best authentic way I can. I have had the ups and downs. As creatives, we can’t let the failures dictate the future results. The self limiting beliefs are what really hurts the future results.
Yes every time I talk to my father he always says it could be his last day however I know majority of this belief is in his mind repeating over and over like a broken record. He doesn’t eat the way he should and has been diagnosed with schizophrenia. Yes I want him happy and in good health however he is going to have to choose this rather than rely on everyone else. It looks like I may have to distance myself from him to keep up my productivity and fulfillment for my future. The best thing I can do speak to him positively and encouragement for him. Also not let his negativity get to me when speaking to him. I want what is best for him and well being. I must choose to myself proud to benefit others and myself.