At certain times of when no matter how hard you work it falls apart. You have to roll with the punches. Learn the most you can where you are and the mistakes made. I have had my far share of mistakes. It is ok to make mistakes, just be open to taking ownership of yourself in good and bad. People have to understand there are high and low points for a reason. The honest test is to test who we are and the process of going through challenges.
One thing I learned is to not expect everyone to support me. It is not a good idea to wait for support when you have to build it up and over time you will have the long term support you seek. Too many people are focused on what can they receive vs. what can they give. The producer mentality is superior to the consumer mentality. North american made a huge mistake in thinking we are so much further ahead of other countries to then become relaxed in allowing other countries to surpass the usa. I know with all of us working together we can become a much better society and start being a producer instead of only a consumer.